Winter Fairy

Cinderella

2007-12-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

-Anne Sext0n

You always read about it:
the plumber with the twelve children
who wins the Irish Sweepstakes.
From toilets to riches.
That story.
Or the nursemaid,
some luscious sweet from Denmark
who captures the oldest son's heart.
from diapers to Dior.
That story.
Or a milkman who serves the wealthy,
eggs, cream, butter, yogurt, milk,
the white truck like an ambulance
who goes into real estate
and makes a pile.
From homogenized to martinis at lunch.
Or the charwoman
who is on the bus when it cracks up
and collects enough from the insurance.
From mops to Bonwit Teller.
That story.
Once
the wife of a rich man was on her deathbed
and she said to her daughter Cinderella:
Be devout. Be good. Then I will smile
down from heaven in the seam of a cloud.
The man took another wife who had
two daughters, pretty enough
but with hearts like blackjacks.
Cinderella was their maid.
She slept on the sooty hearth each night
and walked around looking like Al Jolson.
Her father brought presents home from town,
jewels and gowns for the other women
but the twig of a tree for Cinderella.
She planted that twig on her mother's grave
and it grew to a tree where a white dove sat.
Whenever she wished for anything the dove
would drop it like an egg upon the ground.
The bird is important, my dears, so heed him.
Next came the ball, as you all know.
It was a marriage market.
The prince was looking for a wife.
All but Cinderella were preparing
and gussying up for the event.
Cinderella begged to go too.
Her stepmother threw a dish of lentils
into the cinders and said: Pick them
up in an hour and you shall go.
The white dove brought all his friends;
all the warm wings of the fatherland came,
and picked up the lentils in a jiffy.
No, Cinderella, said the stepmother,
you have no clothes and cannot dance.
That's the way with stepmothers.
Cinderella went to the tree at the grave
and cried forth like a gospel singer:
Mama! Mama! My turtledove,
send me to the prince's ball!
The bird dropped down a golden dress
and delicate little slippers.
Rather a large package for a simple bird.
So she went. Which is no surprise.
Her stepmother and sisters didn't
recognize her without her cinder face
and the prince took her hand on the spot
and danced with no other the whole day.
As nightfall came she thought she'd better
get home. The prince walked her home
and she disappeared into the pigeon house
and although the prince took an axe and broke
it open she was gone. Back to her cinders.
These events repeated themselves for three days.
However on the third day the prince
covered the palace steps with cobbler's wax
and Cinderella's gold shoe stuck upon it.
Now he would find whom the shoe fit
and find his strange dancing girl for keeps.
He went to their house and the two sisters
were delighted because they had lovely feet.
The eldest went into a room to try the slipper on
but her big toe got in the way so she simply
sliced it off and put on the slipper.
The prince rode away with her until the white dove
told him to look at the blood pouring forth.
That is the way with amputations.
They just don't heal up like a wish.
The other sister cut off her heel
but the blood told as blood will.
The prince was getting tired.
He began to feel like a shoe salesman.
But he gave it one last try.
This time Cinderella fit into the shoe
like a love letter into its envelope.
At the wedding ceremony
the two sisters came to curry favor
and the white dove pecked their eyes out.
Two hollow spots were left
like soup spoons.
Cinderella and the prince
lived, they say, happily ever after,
like two dolls in a museum case
never bothered by diapers or dust,
never arguing over the timing of an egg,
never telling the same story twice,
never getting a middle-aged spread,
their darling smiles pasted on for eternity.
Regular Bobbsey Twins.
That story.

La Lang....

2007-08-30T11:26:00.000+08:00

ALANIS MORISSETTE
"You Oughta Know"

I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
An older version of meIs she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me Mr. DuplicityI hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But you're still alive
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'm not gonna fade
As soon as you close your eyes and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I hope you feel it...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know

and tagal ko nang hindi nag update ng blog

2007-07-04T21:14:00.000+08:00

and tagal ko nang hindi nag update ng blog.
mas gumagaling nga akong magdrawing kaso mas pumupurol english ko.. mas magastos pa nga ako ngay0n kumpara sa dati....

RUSH!!!! miss you... miss you guyz!

Little wing.....

2007-04-04T11:12:00.000+08:00

now she's walking
through the clouds
with a circus mind that's running wild
butterflies and zebra's and moonbeams
and fairytales
all she ever thinks about
is riding with the wind
when i'm sad she comes to me
with a thousand smiles
she gives to me free
it's alright it's alright she says
take anything you want from me
anything
now she's walking
through the clouds
with a circus mind
that's running wild
butterflies and zebras
and moonbeams and fairytales
all she ever thinks about
is riding with a wind
when i'm sad she comes to me
with a thousand smiles
she gives to me free
it's alright it's alright she say's
take anything you want from me
anything....
fly little wing,
i want you to fly
--------------------------------------------------Andrea Corr
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this is for pam... diba kinanta natin toh noon. ^.^
.... i'll always remember
posted by sweatdrop @ 7:02 AM

----on naman- - naghahabo; kami ng lettern gnayon eh nagtanogn na rin ako sa cfad kung pwede mg shift ang kaso ang dapat daw walang deficiencies.
----i think it's also good for me na maghanap ng magandang IT/Fine Arts school jan na pwede macredit ung mga minor sbjs ko jan sa uste....T_T "i hate this life!"

^_^

2007-04-02T11:48:00.000+08:00

i'm currently here in pampanga for a while, ^_^ hahaha and i'm using my tita's wireless internet......... naka broadband sila ng globe ---- speechless ako kasi kung anu-ano din pinag lalagay ng mga pinsan ko dito hehehe... may limewire na din.

titignan ko sana grades ko kaso di parin updated ung site ng ust... yung pinsan ko sa feu cellphone lang may grade ka na eh... sana naman wala akong bagsak ngayon kakarnehin na ako nila mama eh.hehehe

wehehe

2007-03-21T11:32:00.000+08:00

__nakakamis 'to ah, ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag post...

uuwi na ako!
uuwi na ako!
nakita ko si ___ kahapon, nag-usap kami last week at un, wala lang un lang...

Sana pumasa ako sa lahat ng subjects natin!!!!!! parang ayaw ko na nagng bumalik dito sa clearance eh........

-------------BASTA UUWI NA AKO!!

ahem... GOOD BYE SA LAHAT - last day na 'to ng 2nd yr 2nd sem and hope to see you all soon... jhed-kun mamimis ka namin! ingat lagi.

i'm disappointed

2007-02-19T15:47:00.000+08:00

well today we received our prelim grades in English, i know i must not fail a subject because of that mark i had in my clearance saying 'on probation' it means i reached the maximum of 6 units of deficiencies and must not acquire another one. i think i am a little lucky to get 73 but I'm still disappointed, if only i got those 2 quizzes maybe I'll be able to have the passing grade... i have 73 in English what more in NS: biology?

i still have many things to do... see you later . . . T_T

finally! -think again

2007-02-09T09:55:00.000+08:00

finally! after long time and times that my speech was delayed... i will be able to deliver it today. i'm nervous and i don't think i will be able to daliver it right... i will be the first speaker today.
tinatamad na ako pero ngayon mas kinakabahan ako prelims ko 'yon! ang tagal ng delayed 'yang speech ko kaya dapoat maayos yan kapag nandun na ako. pakiramdam ko mababa ang grade na ibibigay sa akin ni ma'am shima eh. T_T

after few hours....

i spoke too soon - - T_T di nanaman natuloy! ano ba 'an nakaka banas na 'to. amf! why do this always happen? why do luck always evade me this year? for me, this is not a good start.

The Puppet Show

2007-01-25T15:15:00.001+08:00

a cute wooden doll

wore a red ribbon on her hair,

red cheeks,

a red line on the lips,

a pair of red socks,

a long black hair,

one black dress

with red ruffles.

when the puppeteer pull a string,

it moved her leg,

every time the man pulls another string,

it moved a part of her body.

everyone clapped and cheered

the puppet danced and danced

but the string snapped

the little puppet ran outside.

woman on the ceiling

2007-01-10T15:33:00.000+08:00

Iisaw her one day
with faint shape of flowing hair
sweet smile not clearly seen
eyes that are not bright enough,
that cools whenever i see it
she's never tired of smiling
i'll see her always
from this day till the next
before and after i sleep

the year starts with 2

2007-01-08T10:01:00.000+08:00

A week have passed and I'm still not in the mood to go to school and study.. pano naman nabura yung January 1 sa kalendaryo ko ngayon - my sister gave birth to a baby boy last december 30 (ka-birthday ng asawa ng best friend n'ya at rizal day pa) and they stayed there for two days. The only ones that stayed in our house were my brother, yuri and me! imagine, how could we celebrate if we don't have money to buy the stuff I needed. We waited for them to return since my sister's delivery was normal, but what took them so long? it was the baby, yes the baby had a neonatal sepsis, poor little fellow and also poor us. Poor me, i have to go back here in Manila because the tickets that Mama reserved for us was dated January 1. T_T

speaking of the first week, january 3 ang pasukan and i'm still not in the mood no show up for class. T_T wala rin naman akong gagawin dito sa apartment magpapakagutom lang ako dito.

i need to pass all my subjects! no incomplete or dropped subjects! since i got this on probation marked on my clearance i never stopped thinking about it.

paskuhan at uwian

2006-12-22T13:26:00.000+08:00

pumunta rin ako sa paskuhan last year. kasama ko sila rush at hs friends nya, maaga nga lang akong umuwi noon kasi tumawag sila mama napagalitan nanaman ako. ^-^
syempre may party rin kami ng 2-lit (wala akong pic kasi wala akong cam), sa blog ni renz si albert pa talaga ang may pic na masarap ang kain.

yay!! uuwi na ako mamayang gabi! see you next year guys!
baka next year na rin ulit ako makapag post...

i'm tired

2006-12-13T18:17:00.000+08:00

i'm really in a rush this week. i did not attend my class in PE last week and i thought i would have to change my partner, well i'm wrong. i left my dance partner at the time in need! i think it was one of the practical so i missed one and so does he.

and tomorrow will be the deadline for the paper in history. i'm rushing right now. ^_^ then next week we will submit two minor essays, one for american literature and the other one for fiction.

i wanna go home!!!!! T_T

the rogged doll

2006-12-03T13:53:00.000+08:00

the ragged d0ll knew her new master
had more than a d0zen c0llections of her kind.
her new master liked her
but never loved her
she knew she will end up
in the darkest side of the closet
to be forgotten, but she
enjoyed the present
though she knew what lies ahead,
the sand now is empty
and its time for her to g0.
before she was sent in the cabinet
she saw a new ragged doll
bought by her old master
a new ragged doll came hiding her face
no wonder she hides her face,
i knew her she knew me
we share the same kind of fate,
but this ragged doll knew
knew nothing

i want to be converted

2006-11-26T20:38:00.000+08:00

i want to become a Buddhist. i will never lie - i am never satisfied being a member of the Roman Catholic. for me some thing is lacking and i dan't know what it is.

bad trip

2006-11-16T14:35:00.000+08:00

lang yang mga 1st year yan oh! bwisit! alam na nga nilang may quiz ngayon, d pa ibigay agad yung hand outs. sabi nila nung tuesday sa wednesday daw ibibigay sa amin, kahapo hinahanap namin sila wala ang president. kanina lang binigay kung kailan quiz na. late na nga ibinigay sa akin e.
pero buti naman at nandyan na rin ang facilitator ng lts namin at alam na namin kung anong gagawin. lang ya, sana naman mag reply agad yung leader namin para magawa na namin agad yung lesson plan naipapasa bukas ng 9 am.

I must

2006-11-08T16:26:00.000+08:00

after receiving the clearance last october 28, i've decided to study as hard as i can and concentrate.
the surprising mark on my clearance said: on probation and capitalized. it made me cry, yes i cried after receiving the piece of paper and i don't know how to tell that to my parents.
i am now doing my assignments and at the same time writing this entry.

haaaay.. ewan

2006-10-28T12:08:00.000+08:00

andito ulit na ako sa manila, kadadating ko lang kahapon para kunin ang clearance ko tapos uuwi ulit bakas sa isabela at babalik na lang sa november 2.

hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na to. ang room dapat namin ay room 211... sa kamalasan dahil nanaman dyan sa math na yan sa avr ang punta ko.... T_T

anr ang ibigsabihin nun on prob na ako!!!!!!!!!! isang bagsak na lang bye bye uste na ako! T_T naiyak di naman ako kanina eh. kasi ang perang ginagamit ko pang tuition ay pera nila mama - hindi akin! gusto ko man magtrabaho as working student, na matagal ko nang ping-iisipan ayaw naman nila akong payagan. yung perang maiipon ko sana ang pambabayad ko sa summer.

nakita ko na rin ang mga grades ko sa internet. may talong 3, pero matataas na yung iba.... sumabit lang ako sa math!!! math!!! math!!! math!!!

math ang pambadtrip sa akin! tapos uuwi pa ako bukas ng umaga, susunduin ng parents ko tapos kakausapin ako tungkol duon hanggang sa sisihin na ang lahat, sasabihing hindi nag aaral ng mabuti. "nung ako ganito", "nung ako ganyan" - sila naman yun hindi ako, ayaw ko lang talaga ng math. 0o na BS na kayong lahat AB lang ako. pero AB ng uste at COE pa. gragraduate ako! kahit anong mangyari makikita nyo, hindi lang BS chem, eco, touroism, com sci, At lalong lalo na ang nursing, ang kursong puwedeng tingalain.

anong ginagawa ko pag sem break?

2006-10-19T15:15:00.000+08:00

bago ako mag kwento - sasabihin ko muna na imbes na eight hours ang biyahe ko pauwi naging ten hours. yup ten hours na naka-upo doon sa loob ng victory liner! lahat kami duon ay na stuck sa loob ng bus sa loob ng mahigit na dalawang oras. ang masama pa doon hindi ko kilala ang katabi ko basta ang alam ko sya si mamang pulis na muntik nang maiwan ng bus sa terminal. bagal kasi kumilos eh, pero sya ang dahilan kung pano kami pinadaan duon sa daanang may road block - hindi one way - buti sana kung one way may makakadaan pero ang buong kalsada isasara?

tapos alam na nga ng mga tao kung anong meron kung bakit ayaw magpadaan ang kulit-kulit pa ng mga nasa likod ko, reklamo ng reklamo para namang may magagawa sila. wala, wala silang mgagagawa kasi wala silang alam kundi magreklamo ng magreklamo. lahat naman naaatat nang maka-uwi.

para malaman ng lahat, nandito ako sa ISU nagiinternet. libre kasi eh andito ako sa opisina nila mama.

sa hinabahaba ng bwan mula nang nanggaling ako sa pampanga hndi pa ako bumabalik dito sa isabela. nung june anjan na ako sa manila, ngayaong nandito na ako sa isabela wala naman akong magawa... buti na lang bukas 'tong opisina nila kahit sem break na at nagbabakasyon na ang mga estudyante. sana di ako mahuli dito baka pagalitan pa ako.

ang ayaw ko lang naman dito ay ang walang magawa, wala pa akong pera. kung meron man magsawa kang manuod sa tv na pangit ang mga palabas. ayaw naman kasi nila mama na magpalagay ng animax or hero para naman may libangan. madaya kasi ang cable operator namin - may dagdag na bayad kapag magpapadagdag ka ng channel e ang dapat kasama na 'yon sa monthly na babayaran.

si ate nga pala buntis so hindi ako makatulog sa kwarto kasi malikot daw ako matulog. dun ako sa labas natututlog! ang init-init pa man din doon sa labas tapos kapag madaling araw masyadong maginaw.

sana may magtext na kaklase ko dati para maka-punta ako so monte, foundation day doon madaming pagkain.

sem break na

2006-10-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

sem break na ano no ngayon?
uuwi na ako ng isabela - masaya, pero walang kasiguraduhan na may pera ako noon. hindi rin ako sigurado kung makakapag internet ako, hindi sigurado na hindi kami mag-aaway ni ate kahit na buntis siya (alam nyo naman siguro kung bakit nag-aaway ang magkakapatid; mga panganay vs bunso) T_T
hindi ako sigurado kung makakagala pa ako, saan nga naman kasi ako gagala doon kahit naman sa monte ako pumunta maaga naman akong papauwiin. mag-eenjoy naman kaya ako doon kung wala yung mga kabarkada ko dati (hndi ko sila ma-contact lahat, c ronald lang at mga kabarkada nya.)
anong gagawin ko doon? e di magbantay ng pamangkin :'( matulog, kumain ng masasarap na luto ni mama *drool* magbabad sa tapat ng computer, matulog at manood ng tv at kuang anu-ano pa...

naman napaka walang magawa doon kaya ayaw kong umuwi eh kaso syempre miss ko na ang bahay at ang kwartong inaangkin ko mula kay ate, kaya siguro nagagalit sa aking 'yon, puno na kasi ng poster 'yun eh lalung lao na 'yumh loob ng cabinet.

finals

2006-10-13T16:24:00.000+08:00

how nice to think that the sem will end... a few days after today.
actually, the sem did end right now friday the thirteenth. many believed this day is unlucky, well yeah maybe yes and maybe not.
i finished the exam in ns101, fast very fast. i'm not boasting about it ar anything, i am just giving you a clue that i did not study for this subject. my attention was flying somewhere else yasterday, i just red the handout maybe once or twice. that's unlucky.

i wish to have my very own 'death note' so that i could kill anyone i want to with just writing their names on the note book. sounds cool.

the truth is, almost half of this day went on right i finished the paper on english , i took the final exams and done everything i want, everything went right except when i came home. really, you'll never know when the luck will left you there hanging in the mid air, keeping your tight grip on the rope and hope you'll not fall because there's no safety net. like seeing or watching the performer in a carnival falling down from the top to the ground.

e basta pag uwi ko nabadtrip agad ako! ayaw ko na, gusto ko nang lumipat ng apartment! ayaw ko nang mag-aral, ayaw ko nang makita ang lahat ng kasama ko sa bahay. ayaw ko ding umuwi sa amin o kung kahit na kanino mang kamag-anak ko, ayaw ko sa kanilang lahat! kainis! bwisit! peste!

manunuod na lang ako ng death note sa you tube. wala akong mapapala sa loob ng apartment kapag umuwi agad ako.

i hate what's happening!

2006-10-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

i hate what is happening right now because after the game in uaap the week is full of rushing papers for whoever professor of whatever subject that matters nothing fto me.

i do not want to go to school long before i'm in college. imagine, today i'm rushing papers and next week i'm already taking the final examination?! i really hate school because of the teachers who gives projects at the end of teh grading period and will sooner give us a flanking grade because we failed the stupid final exam where in they don't even explain to us the whole of it.

why do i have to do this kind of things? rightnow i'm typing here at the same time doing my stupid research and surfing the net for things that interests me.

how i wished that the sun and stars would explode at a time, the different galaxies to collide, the moon to break away from the earth's graviatational pull and for the meteors and comets to enter and pass through the earth's atmosphere and crash into the earth's mantel and trough the inner core! for short i want the world to end as simple as that, not like the one in the apocalypse as said in the Holy Bible.

i want to go way from this kind of world - i want to leave the city even the province and live far away from people. i want to live where there are no do's and dont's'. i hate to be dictated by anyone, all i want to do is do what i want to and go wherever i want to. the birds are really fun to watch and at the same time irritating.

what's with this world? what can global competition do for us? negative and possitive effects are too plenty to be noticed.

2006-10-04T16:49:00.000+08:00

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when we fall, we rise not once but twice!

2006-10-03T11:42:00.000+08:00

GO USTe! GO USTe! GO USTe! GO! GO! GO!

after ten long years! nanalo rin sa wakas ang ust! we luv pido!

kahapon, sulit na sulit ang pag-pila namin ng pagkahaba-haba nung sunday na umabot na halos ng pitong oras at ang pila ng mga tao sa gym ay halos umabot sa beato. kahit na ang ticket na napunta sa amin ay 'general admission' ayos lang basta nasa loob kami ng araneta.

maraming pumunta at pumila sa araneta kahapo dahil championship na sa men's basketball at ang naglalaban ay ust at admu. sa sobrang dami ng tao duon at sa sobrang dami ng sumingit sa pila naubusan kami ng ticket, wala na kaming nabili para kanila leo at hans. naghanap kami ng scalper kaso wala na eh kaya pumasok na muna kami ni rush at pag-akyat namin ng araneta, wow! andun si kuya ninoy ng y.j. at naaalala pa kami ah dahil kay mickey mouse na nasa yellow shirt ni rose ann. (ang bait talaga ni kuya namamansin).

ang ganda ng laban kahapon kahit na natambakan tayo ng atene0 nagwagi parin ang uste. mga anim na puntos ang lamang ng ateneo nung umpisa at tuwing makakahabol ang ust makakagawa pa sila ng points. punong puno ang araneta ang ingay-ingay ng lahat. lahat ninenerbyos sa laro pano ang higpit ng laban lalung lalo na nung 3rd at mas lalu na nung 4th quarter! kainis talaga ang three points ng ateneo! ilang beses 'yon at kainis din kasi hindi pumapasok ang mga free throw kasi sayang din.

hindi man ako masyadong fan ng basketball alam ko parin ang pakiramdam ng nananalo at natatlo. ayaw nating magpatalo sa ateneo pero ganoon din naman sila eh ayaw magpatalo sa atin. five minutes na over time! nakakatense ang buong pangyayayri, lahat ng tao ang panalangin ay manalo pero iisang side lang ang mapag-bibigyan [at tayo 'yon!].

nanalo ang ust 74-76 - 1 point na 'yon ay free throw.

may parade pa pala ngayon. mamaya ko na itututloy o kaya sa ibang araw na lang. -ayaw ko na pala... kakatamad.

BEAUTIFUL!

2006-10-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

beautiful:

- ang aga ko sa araneta
- kasi naubos ko ang 500php ko sa iasang araw lang
-maganda ang pwesto namin kahapon!
-maganda ang laro
-PANALO ANG USTE KAHAPON
-nagwawala ako kahapon
-di lang ako ang nagwawala!
-may baloon kami kahapon
-wala ata kaming pasok bukas!
-ang galing ni kuya YJ
-wafu ni kuya YJ
-pagnanalo tayo sa 3rd game walang klase sa tuesday!(ata)
-may nabili pa kaming ticket para bukas kahit na GA
-hindi umulan
-hindi bumaha
-TALO ANG ATENEO
-KUNG MANANALO TAYO BUKAS
-mas maganda kung makikita ko ulit si kuya YJ
-madaming tao kahapon
-apat na araw na walang klase
-manuod ng championship khit nasa GA
-kung may kakilala kaming nagitinda ng UAAP tickets
-sa malapit sa drums
-kung walang english bukas
-kung may yellow tshirt ako para bukas
-meron akong yellow t-shirt pero may halong blue na stripes
-kung may baloon kami bukas
-mas maganda kung sana wala kami sa GA
-kung may dvd player ako
-kung may pera lang sana ako
-ang mga cheer ng UST!
-kasama si kuya ninoy ng YJ
-maghawak ng banner
-ang araw ko kahapon
-ang araw ko ngyon
-ang link na ito terryxart.com/Sleepy%20Hollow%20Page%201.htm

"ONE FOR UST!" -BEAUTIFUL! - YES BEAUTIFUL!

white rose

2006-09-27T21:52:00.000+08:00

it was left in the cold
but years passed
nothing happened,
it remained as it is
the whiteness
the freshness
the thorns,
it matches everything
around it was pure
death never came
to claim it, though
many times it passed
only to see it die
today and the day after.

star-crossed

2006-09-21T11:54:00.000+08:00

three days straight of fleeting luck. Monday i woke up early and every thing was so smooth as if nothing bad's going to happen. the day ended almost perfect i wnet to the library and found out that the book i wanted was there, anne rice's the tale of the body thief, i have been searching and waiting for this book to appear once again so i could borrow it, ^_^ - a lucky day indeed. i like rice's novels espacially the vampir chronicles because it's a first person's point of view and she give famed outhors from literature, painters and philosophers.
wait i'm moving away from my topic. so on Tuesday is the beginning of my fleeting luck, my first subject is college algebra at 8:30 am, i woke up so early because i heard the alarm clock of my roommate it was 5 am, i stared at the ceiling wating for myself to fall asleep just when i'm about to float in another of my realms, my cell phone rang and it's already 7:00 i turned it off but the drowziness never left me. i got up and took a bath and after that dreseed myself. i went to school. i entered the building but something inside me tells me that i dan't have a class, i went to our locker at second floor and i was able to see that room 204 was empty! where have they gone to? i don't know so i went to room 105 and found the room also to be empty. i hate this day, really annoying. so i spend the remaining hours sleeping inside the humanities section of the library. i was so early that no one else have been there yet.
Wednesday well it was not that bad at the beginning of the day, i went to the exhibit and rushed to snappy copy ro rush the paper for Narutal Science, i did great followed the instuctions well but when i printed it, the font was so small! insted of TNR font 12 it seems as if it's less than 8. luckily i saw pia and clara, they were the ones who helped me on that stupid kind of 'subscript' problem. the day turns out fine but when i was able to get out of the building the dark clouds crept fast, i was able to take the jeep and when we reached the street vicnete cruz, it rained hard! and harder until we reached maceda, i have my umbrella with me but the luck! it was pouring hard and me, dripping wet when i arrived at our apartment. so much for bringing the umbrella.
Thursday, that's today. I have my class but the guard at the AB wouldn't let me in because i don't have the id lace! the museum's going to open at 9:00 and my class is at 8:30. i hate him for that.

-_- ZZzzzz

2006-09-19T10:03:00.000+08:00

what to do? I don't know, don't care and I want to do nothing.

i'm bored very bored. My only subject in the morning which is math is very boring I don't want to attend that class. My math class starts from 8:30 and ends at 10:00 am. Fortunately and unfortunately, when I came in the building, I immediately went up the second floor to get my math book I saw the 1-lit was not in the class room so I went to the room 105 and the room was completely empty. Where have all they gone to? That I don't know and I prefer not to because it will only irritate me more. We still have a quiz in history today and I wasn't able to review because i'm here in the library - doing this, because i'm very very bored and i'm not in the condition to read, I just went to sleep but the problem is I can't - there's still a quiz! And I need to be prepared I don't want to flank another subject. i'm once again an irregular student next sem because I will repeat my major which is American Literature, luckily I was marked INC instead of 5 (70). But it's still like a failing grade. I could only wish for my life to get better, but how will it be if I do nothing?

Animes I Love to watch all over again

2006-09-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

the vision of Escaflowne series and movie
dnangel
kite
cawboy bebop series and movie
the groove adventures rave
vampire hunter D
neon genesis evangelion
naruto
trigun
hunter x hunter
one peice
X
get backers
kaleido star
hell teacher nube
ayashi no ceres
NieA Under 7
vandred
musicaa of the valley of the wind
princess mononoke
witch hunter robin
gokusen (anime and live action)
gto(anime and live action)
akazukin cha-cha
el hazard
lodoss war
the slayers
shaman king
tsubasa chronicle
oh my goddess
boys be
edens bowy
meitantei conan
rayearth
sol bianca???
Now and Then, Here and There (i wan't able to finish it)
brain powered
dual
full metal alchemist

-(this is not arranged)cant
remember the title of the others

All I Have To Do Is Dream...

2006-09-06T09:15:00.000+08:00

yesterday i was having a dream, i don't know what it is and i don't remember what it's abut. i could hear my phone's alarm four, five times or maybe more. finally i forced my self to get up my bed, and the very first thing that came in my mind is the song 'all i have to do is dream', it's not my intention to sing that song it just suddenly came in my mind and it played there for hours. it only stopped when i arrived school and attended my first class, we're having a quiz. when the class was finished we went in an internet cafe... we were printing and editing our paper (again) for ethics, in that cafe they were playing old songs from about 70's to early 90's. while i was sitting there it played again, not in my mind but inside the internet cafe. once again the song kept on playing in my mind over and over and over untill i fall asleep (so much for my song for the day, parang sirang plaka na ulit ng ulit na tumutugtog sa isip ko).

reality

2006-09-05T15:12:00.000+08:00

green grass and trees
gray rouds and stones
blue and white curtains
black and black ceiling
gold and silver a day
gold and silver do fade

Dust in the wind by Kansas

2006-09-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes, only for a moment, and the moment's gone
All my dreams, pass before my eyes, a curiosity
Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea
All we do, crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind
Don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, all your money won't another minute buy
Dust in the wind, All we are is dust in the wind

uaap

2006-08-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

natalo ang ust sa up! 67-70! 3 points lang!

thanks a lot

2006-08-29T11:26:00.000+08:00

last night i was rushing my assignment in math. i'm doing this for more than an hour and i couldn't even finish it. factoring... factoring!!! I took this subject twice! college algebra... malapit na ang finals pero dahil dito sa factoring na ito babagsak nanaman ba ulit ak0?! this very same topic is the reason why i failed math while i was in first year. sakit nanaman sa ulo 'to.
domo arigato mina san! sa mga kasama ko sa bahay... maraming salamat sa inyo!: they helped me make my assignment..correction they were the ones who made my assignment and they're the same person who cooks my lunch and dinner... without them i would have starved to death!...

GO UST!

2006-08-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

Panalo ang UST vs. ATENEO! ang score ay 80-88
5 mins. Over Time... kahit na ang score ay laging galing sa free throw at hindi complete ang playing list natalo nila ang Ateneo... Unang beses palang na talo ng Ateneo to!

response on the peace corps of rush

2006-08-25T15:41:00.000+08:00

peace corps are supposed to help people.

BEING AN 18 year-old US CITIZEN.

heeey.....that's unfair... they're so unfair! US Americans are not nice they think they're superior far more superior than others. if i know they are only using their legacy of their past just to mentain their position.

we have the right to be treated fairly! i thought we should treat each other as equal?

(magsama-sama nga kayo sa impyerno!)

Think before you act!

2006-08-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

well asthe title says... THINK VERY WELL BEFORE YOU ACT.
pero kung mag-iisip kanaman, wak lang sa pansariling pananaw... mag-isip ka rin ng mga magiging epekto ng gagawin mo.. hindi ung basta basta - madami kang masisira - pati ang sarili mong imahe masisira.
saka mo lang malalaman na sirang sira ka na pala kapag huli na ang lahat. dapat umasta ng naaayon sa edad at tanggapin ang sariling pagkakamali. kung hindi mo alam kung ano 'yon mag-isip ka ng mabuti at pag-isipan ang lahat ng mga sinabi sa 'yo... hindi ung walang natitira sa utak 'pasok dito labas sa kabila' mali 'yon. GROW UP!
pero nasa'yo na rin kung gusto mong tuluyan kang layuan ng mga tao sa paligid mo....

THINK BEFORE YOU ACT!oo mag-isip ka muna kung anong pwedeng mangyari samga gagawin mo! ang masama doon ay ang hindi napapansin na kasiraan ng sarili mong imahe at tuwala ng iba.kung mag-iisip ka ng mga nais mong gawin - isipin mong mabuti ang pwedeng kakahantungan nga mga gagawin mo. kung pansarili mo lang siguraduhin mong hindi ka makakasakit ng ibang tao. dapat umasta ng naaayon sa edad mo GROW UP kung hindi ka makaintindi - isipin mo rin ung side ng taong kina-aasaran mo. . . hindi ung puro ikaw, ikaw at ikaw lang ang nagsasalita at ang pinakikinggan!kung atensyon din ang hanap - maghintay ka na pansinin ka! hindi pwedeng nasa 'yo lang ang baling ng atensyon ng lahat ng tao (imbes na maging center of attraction - center of distraction ang labas. papansin din ang isa pang tawag dun). GROW UP! GROW UP! GROWUP!

i'm not in the mood

2006-08-16T10:27:00.000+08:00

last week pa akong wala sa mood!
madali akong mairita at kung pwede lang.... mga taong walang magawa dyan wag nga kayong papansin! magulo na ang isip ko tapos sasalisali pa kayo... kung gusto nyo ng atensyon ko pwes maghintay lang kayo, ayaw kong may mangungulit sa akin... madali lang akong mainis at mairita... pag hindi na ako makapag timpi masasaktan ko lang kayo kung ipagpapatuloy nyo ang ginagawa nyong yan.

at kung pwede lan ah... tumigil na talaga kayo sa kalokohan nyo! wala ako sa mood makipag asaran ngayon.

top ten (+ 1extra) wishes!

2006-08-15T10:00:00.000+08:00

1. NEVER ATTEND COLLEGE!
2. become 16 again and never grow old forever
3. to have enough mony for me to buy things for painting
4. see the snow falling while i'm outside (na naka tanga)
5. manu0d ng anime! without worrying about assignments or anything
6. to buy all the books of the vampire chronicles by anne rice
7. magkaron ng pera para maka sali sa cosplay competition!
8. buy the full series of dnangel(dvd dapat)!
9. magsawa sa harapan ng computer! maglaro ng OL games, internet, magdownload ng mp3 at videos, etc... (greedyna ata ako ah)
10. do things i haven't done yet and see things or places i haven't even seen before.
11. sana wala nang mga prof na pa-asa! kung may usapan dapat tuparin!!!!

tungkol sa report ko

2006-08-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

0kay, so nagayon ang araw ng aking report... at sa akin pa natapat ang pinaka mahirap na kind of literary criticism... DECONSTRUCTIONIST CRITICISM...

ak0 man naguluhan sa rep0rt k0 nung nabasa k0... medy0 naliwanagan lang ak0 nung na-explain sa akin ni kevin... s0 medy0 handa na akong magreport.

as usual may nauna sa akin... ang tagal ng pag report nya, ang haba at and gul0-gul0... naguguluhan na nga ak0 sa report k0 mas lalo pa ak0ng naguluhan nang marinig at mapakinggan ko ang rep0rt n'ya... akala k0 malilinawagan ak0 kahit papaan0... sa ayaw at sa gust0 k0 makikinig ak0 sa kan'ya... kasi nasa harapan ako... n0 ch0ice! het0 naman... .. . grabe mag bigay ng example 'a water f0r ch0c0late' imbes na 'like water f0r ch0c0late!' tap0s hindi pa n'ya alam si r0bin h00d???!! grabe an0ng klaseng literature maj0r 'yan... and keyw0rd pa n'ya para kay r0bin hood ay 'magnanakaw'. may pagkapersonal 0r talagang personal ang pagbigay n'ya ng examples... yung tungkol kay miguel, hindi pa n'ya alam si alfred l0rd tennys0n! break! break! break!... basagin k0 pa ang ul0 mu jan e...

pasensya na kay0... naiinis lang talaga ak0 sa kanya... akala m0 kung sin0 amph! kaya lang naman humahaba ang rep0rt n'ya dahil sa explanati0n niyang paulit-ulit.

will you believe this?!!!

2006-07-28T16:16:00.000+08:00

Your Aura is Violet

Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world.

And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it!

The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say

Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony

Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach

What Color Is Your Aura?

2006-07-25T19:44:00.000+08:00

You Are 52% Sociopath

You're not a sociopath, but you're very prone to antisocial behavior.

Other people's opinions matter little to you. You live your own fringe life - for better or worse.

Are You A Sociopath?

2006-07-24T12:34:00.001+08:00

Your Brain is 47% Female, 53% Male

Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female

You are both sensitive and savvy

Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed

But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve

What Gender Is Your Brain?

la lang

2006-07-22T15:19:00.000+08:00

ei may bago akong blog.... tignan nyo na lang sa link... ung pixie

PESTE TALAGA

2006-07-17T17:46:00.000+08:00

baha na nga sa loob ng ust, baha din sa dapitan baha pa sa espana... ngayon paano na ako uuwi, ang traffic pa.

okay so bad trip ang araw na 'to.

strike 1! kulang ang pera ko!

strike 2! baha! traffic!

strike 3! (0ut na) ang grade ko sa pre test 3, pre test 4, assignments 1,2 & 3 ay ! needs grading! nakakainis na talaga itong araw na ito!

ang pretest 4 ko 18 hours k0ng tinake! an0ng kal0k0han to!? ang pre test 3 - 43 minutes! OMG! eh 2 mins ko nga lang nasagutan lahat nun eh... Amph talaga!

Assignments! hindi naman ako late ah duh assignment #3 ko pinasa k0 'y0n sang araw bago ang deadline! ang assignments 1 & 2 ko an time! before 11:55 pm! nasend ko na 'yon PESTE TALAGA!!!!!!!!!

ang sama naman ng araw ko ngayon. sobra! I wish Ms. Ma. Constancia Josue would consider my e-mail... hindi naman ako ang may problema eh...nasa network na 'yon eh. /sob

2006-07-16T15:33:00.000+08:00

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN DEAD MAN'S CHEST

haaaaaaaaay ang ganda!

ganda ng effects, the story and plot. kaso minsan halatang sa pool ang shooting eh...

magkano kaya ang ginastos dito sa film na 'to? next year ang release ng part 3 so dapat panoorin nyo ang part 2! maguguluhan lang kay0 k'pag hindi nyo pinanood. ano ang nasa loob ng chest? panoorin nyo na lang.

johnny depp... the best talaga to! he's a good actor... gusto ko sya as captain jack sparrow...

UMUULAN

2006-07-11T16:00:00.002+08:00

talagang walang pakisama ang panahon ngayon... nagawa namin ang assignment parta sa PHL 5 pero umuulan naman! si roseann malas din ngayong araw na ito, grabe naka strike four siya! at ako nakalimutan ko ang panyo ko at ang aking cell phone sa apartment... four o'clock na narito parin kami sa computer shop... ang lakas lakas ng ulan. pano na kami aatend sa klase namin?

haay puro nalang problema. teka humihina na ata.. ^_^

amph! bad 3p

2006-07-02T14:24:00.000+08:00

wag n'yo akong isusumbong ha?
0K.. nuong June 30, may quiz kami sa computer... pero bago kami makapag quiz ganito ang nangyari (from my point of view)...
pagkapasok ko sa classroom may hawak na papel si Bryan... yun pala ung binigay ni sir sa computer(pasensya na hindi ko alam ang pangalan niya eh). Hiniram ko 'yon kay Bryan ipapa xerox ko sana kaya lang dumating na si Sr. Satoquia. Wala na! (Superman nga pala ang taawg niya kay Miguel.)
alam naman ng lahat kung anong nangyari sa computer lab, nag drama si sir... ang akin lang naman elementary and high school teachers lang ang gumagawa noon, para sa akin sana kinausap na lng niys sina jane at tina para hindi na sila napahiya sa buong klase. pagkatapos magdrama nga quiz kami at natural wala akong sagot... kung meron man lima o sampu lang!

bago tayo umalis dun... may nagsalita, may nagsabing "hindi ba kayo mag sasabi ng SORRY kay sir bago umalis?" Ang sagot ko jan... hindi! why would I? wala akong kasalanan ot hindi rin ako nagreklamo kung bakit wala akong nakuhang reviewer sa computer. tinignan ko ung e-mail add ko pero walang nakalagay kasama naman ako sa yg, un pala na-late lang ng send... ayos lang sa akin 'yon ang ayaw ko lang ay ang magsabi ng "sorry" na hindi naman ako ang may kasalanan, na ako ang aako sa kasalanan ng iba... i'm not guilty because i did not do anything(literally).

Empty

2006-06-29T17:55:00.000+08:00

Empty - Tagalog "walang laman"

Walang laman ang utak ko kaya ganoon man ang blog ko. Wala akong maisip eh.

Basta ang alam ko lang wala akong maisip na maisulat, kaya kung maaari lang, pag pasensyahan n'yo na lang na tuwing binubuksan n'yo ito... walang laman... ^_^

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Sinabayan pa ng NSTP, pano na ngayon kung nawala ko ang registration form ko nung 1st year 1st sem?
Ano nang gagawin ko? Nakakagigil talaga!...Amph!

AMPH!

2006-06-01T16:12:00.000+08:00

amph naman oh!!!!!!!!!
la na nga akon time mag OL tp0z mlalaman ku lng na nabura nanaman ang character k0h sa ragnar0k!!!!!!!!!
nakakainis na talaga t0h pezte!
Tinatamad na tuloy ako ma OL
>=( KAINIZ!

The Felix Felicis Front

2006-03-28T13:35:00.000+08:00

Kevin kinuha ko muna ung pic na nakalagay sa Blog mo... wala kasi akong copy nyan eh.

introducing the founding members of the Felic Felicis Front, from the left: Miguel, Rose Ann, ako, (space, mga naka upo sa kabilang bench) Kevin, Jhaed and Mark... At si JIRO ang kumuha ng pic namin na 'to gamit ang cell phone ni Jhed. ^_^ .. ei to be continued... ^_^